Salimun Qalbun.,

I know you do care

About me

Really care

I am not deny or defying it

Thanks

I do appreciate it

For your care

Your advices

Your moral supports

And for being around me

I am just trying

To be calm

Be positive

A lots of things happened

And some still happening

Also

A lots of things awaits me ahead

And

I am not sure

How well

I will be able to cope and handle

All these matters

Forgive me

For my attitude

For my ego

If it does hurt you

Worries you

For the time being

Just give me the moment of peace

I do really need this

My Lord

"Allahumma La Sahla Illa Ma Ja'altah Sahlan, wa Anta Taj'alulhuzna Iza Shikta Sahlan"

(Ya Allah, tidak ada kemudahan kecuali sesuatu yang Engkau permudahkan, Engkau menjadikan kedukaan itu mudah sekiranya Engkau kehendaki)

Ameen.,